Whaaaaaaaaaat

Oh how easily I fall into college habits! I basically have to pull an all-nighter for work… I went to bed at 8:30 pm and asked Wendy to wake me up at 12 am. She looked at me like I had just sprouted multi-colored horns out of my head. I have to read two requirement documents (200+ pages) and put together an analysis all for review with my management tomorrow, so now I’m up and slowly making my way through the first document while chugging green tea for the caffeine boost… but all of the sudden, my fingers feel a gravitational pull… towards facebook! Bahahahaha and now I have drifted onto my blog!

All that’s missing now is the ramen. Hmmm…. I need an emergency stash of Shin Ramen. Why don’t I have ramen in this house? Darn being healthy… I have snickerdoodles though! Next best thing!

I am treating myself tomorrow and buying an entire bottle of wine for personal consumption. Excellent. But maybe I’ll drink it on Thursday instead and actually sleep tomorrow/today. Argh!

Little joys in life: THROWS! Soft and fuzzy throws are the bomb.

President’s Day

Little joys in life: Fed holidays and alcohol

Hahaha nothing beats a weekend with friends, alcohol and no work on a Monday! I wish all of you gals were here in DC, especially this past weekend. It would have been a wonderful reunion plus I finally got a chance to see Irene’s boy! British boys are fascinating. I could just sit there and listen to them speak all day LOL anything they say in their accents sound so much more exciting than when we say it. How is that fair?

I need to water my house plant. It’s starting to look very saggy. Poor plant.

I had a decent workout at the gym today. Binged to the max this weekend… I had donuts, takeout chinese, risotto, fries, loads of coffee, who knows how many drinks and lots of other junk this weekend so I sweated it out at the gym this afternoon. I feel much better now but I don’t think I made much of dent in those donuts I ingested. About to go to happy hour and see the new Die Hard movie. Will sweat out more at the gym tomorrow, I guess. Can we just not go to work the rest of the week? When can we go on vacation? I want to go on another cruise. The end.

Hurray for long weekends!

Little joys in life: Food shopping at Trader Joe’s and buying brussel sprouts and kale and celery hearts!

Hallo! I am waiting for my nails to dry… Probably not the best thing to do while typing on the computer. I’m pretty sure I just smeared some on my space bar. Agh! Oh well, damage is done already.

I have decided to start thinking about the little things that bring me joy in my life. I’m going to try to think of one every day and start my posts with them because lately life has been getting me down, which is ridiculous due to the fact that I have a lot to be happy about in my life. I got a phenomenal review at work. I just got a raise recently. I’m in the best shape of my life. I have a wonderful family and friends. I’m starting to read YA fantasy novels again! But it’s still not enough… Ho hum.

Went to the gym this morning for my fitness class and worked like a mule. I need to work on controlling my breathing and not like… completely losing control and falling apart at these workouts LOL. The weekend workouts are different because they set up a circuit of about 15 stations with different exercises and you rotate through each one of them. A different trainer subbed for mine today and right after my second station, this is what he said to me:

Trainer: You already have that look.

Me: (wheezing) What look?

Trainer: That crazed look.

Me: (still wheezing) Oh… I usually look like this.

Anyhow, I think I’ve been doing fairly well in this program so far and I really enjoy it! If y’all wanna join with me, COME ON OVER. I was actually just in a free trial period for the first month. I just started the first phase (there are 4 phases in total) at the end of January, so now I’m officially in the program. I had another body fat check about 2 weeks ago and I lost 2 pounds and my body fat percentage dropped from 19.5% to 16.9%! Woop! Let’s see if I can keep it up… It’s definitely going to be hard. :-T

I’ve also been doing the weekly challenges they’ve given us, but I’ve forgotten my time for one of the previous ones. Here they are though:

  1. 100 jumping jacks + 60 squats + 30 push ups + 30 leg raises. Twice with no rest. I forgot my time. I think it was 12 min something.
  2. 15 push ups + 20 squats + 30 homework crunches + 50 jumping jacks. Three times with no rest. It took me 9:24 min.
  3. 50 push ups + run 1 mile. This took me exactly 13 min.

Happy New Years Eve!

I’m debating on whether or not I should do a year in reflection. I really should. Jess and I talked about it before offhandedly and we were like, “We should just get one of those super large sheets of paper and write out the good and bad and all the changes and accomplishments that we’ve achieved this year…” I did something similar for work (well, not with a large sheet of paper) and it actually took me by surprise how much I’ve accomplished at work this year. The days bleed into each other and you don’t realize how all those little things add up into something big until you put it all into perspective! Ok, maybe I’ll rip a large sheet out of those ginormous printers at work and bring it home… Lay the paper out on the floor, pour myself a glass of wine to jump start my brain, sprawl out on my stomach, and start doodling bahaha

Anyhow, I just joined a group fitness program at my gym. They’re doing a promotion so I get 6 months in this program instead of 4. I’m really excited about it and I have to say I’ve been pretty motivated as of late! I’ve been wanting to get a personal trainer for a while but it’s very expensive… Therefore, group training is cheaper, plus I get to work out with other people and I still get personal time with the trainer! WOOP WOOP. He’s cute too. He looks like Jonathon Rhys Meyers LOL but in all seriousness, I went to two free classes with the intention of just taking what I learned in there and applying it on my own, but then I realized that I really need someone to kick my ass and hold myself accountable… Because I obviously haven’t held myself accountable… Because I still can’t muster the willpower to go regularly and I’m always full of excuses. I would go for a couple days, maybe even a couple of weeks if I was on a good streak, and then not go for a month. I used to be really into the group classes at my old gym because it pushes me harder when I’m sweating next to people and it was fun and challenging. I actually get kinda competitive because I like beating other people hahahaha plus if someone can do more/better than I can, then I know that I can do it too. But at my new gym, I’ve scoped out the classes and many are not at the same level and the intensity as my old gym. I recently went to Taiwan in mid-October and returned in November and in the midst of everything, I ended up not going to the gym for two whole months! Argh! It was a really big waste of money. I’m willing to give this a try. 🙂

I’m so out of shape. It’s getting better now though… It’s been two weeks and I’m already seeing some muscle definition. This week is purely cardio week on our own because of the holidays, but we do strength/weight training 2-3 times a week and I’ve been sore every single day. After the first session, it was hard for me to walk up and down the stairs. Glorious! And ouch! I was concerned though… I don’t want to get super jacked. Hey! I’m a girl! I want to look fit and strong but not like a she-man, so I asked my trainer about it and I think he got a little annoyed hahaha because he must get this question a lot from girls.

Me: Hey… I have a question. We’re using all these weights that seem heavy for girls… How do I know I’m not going to get jacked and look like the female Hulk?

Him: (looks me straight in the eye) …. You are not going to get jacked. This is one of the most common myths about weight training. We’re not even talking about protein shakes and supplements here. As a girl, you don’t even have enough testosterone to get jacked.

Me: (not convinced) … Are you sure?

Him: (with conviction) Yes, I’m sure.

Me: But those weights are heavy! 

Him: (semi-glares) They’re not heavy. They’re heavy for YOU.

Me: Oh….

Him: Just listen to me and you’ll be fine.

Me: Ok…….

Haha, fail. We also have weekly challenges for everyone in this program and we’re supposed to post our time. I’m just happy that I was simply able to complete one today…

Last week, the challenge was to run 1 mile with 75 squats at midpoint and 50 pushups at the end. It took me a whopping and atrocious 18:04 minutes. But I was so thrilled that I actually finished! Little joys!

This week, the challenge was the following:

50 pushups + 50 squats + 25 bench dips + 30 homework crunches + run half a mile

I did 20 normal pushups and then I had to convert to the modified girl version with my knees on the ground… I hate pushups. My face was getting all hot. But I finished in 12 minutes and ended up just running a whole mile. I’m very glad that my parents have a treadmill in the house. Let’s see if I can keep this up!

Btw, I read Barefoot Contessa/Ina Garten’s life story on Wikipedia and she fascinates me. I marvel at her success. She and her hubby have achieved so much and they seem to have such a large love for life and pleasure. Fantastic!

Purses

The other day at work, I’m leaving the office for a late Chipotle lunch run and I have my purse dangled over my arm as I open the front door when I spot a coworker returning to the office. Because I am a nice person as ever with my good manners, I hold open the door for him. I haven’t talked to this guy in forever because 1) my team sits apart in our little space from the trading floor and 2) I’m kind of antisocial at work so I smile and say hi and long time no see. He smiles and says hi but then focuses very pointedly on something lower, so I look down in confusion. That’s when I realize that he’s focused very interestedly on the purse dangling from my arm… Huh? Now I’m really confused. As a preface, I have a bad tendency of never zipping my purse. It’s such a hassle. Anyways, he says, “That’s so cool. You have a compartment in your purse….” This is all while I’m holding the door open and he’s walking in, and then he keeps on staring and squinting at my purse as he walks past me, so I respond confusedly, “Oh.. yeah, I have a compartment…?” My purse is like a doctor’s satchel and it has a separate zippered compartment on the bottom where I stuff things I don’t use often like tissues and hand sanitizer. As we look at my purse compartment together while both of us are moving in opposite directions, I suddenly realize that I didn’t really zip the compartment well and there’s something neon orange just gaping out of the opening. And that’s when I realize… Oh no, my pads! LOL my period is here this week and I stuffed a whole caboodle of pads into the compartment of my purse and I didn’t really zip it …. at all. Awkward. Needless to say I zipped my purse afterwards.

Anyhow, horrible week at work! I’m unwinding on my couch with wine, beef stew and episodes of Elementary. Best way to unwind. Even better would be with a good book!

Doggies

I have been working myself like a dog this week. Rather, my job has been working me like a dog. Or maybe …I’m working myself like a dog to do well at my job which requires me to work like a dog. Either way, woof woof. They better appreciate me come my one year anniversary. 

Speaking of dogs, you know how after dogs defecate or whatever they kick dirt/grass over it? I’ve always wondered about it… I thought that they did it to cover up their scent but I never saw the effectiveness of the action because they only manage to scrape up like a couple pieces of grass and a few clumps of dirt. I saw a doggy today as I was driving home from work that was peeing by a stop sign and it wildly kicked like 3 tufts of grass onto the road with its hind legs… It didn’t even aim the grass properly. So in my head, I was like, “What are you doing, dog. Turn your head and aim better!” Just like how my taebo instructor yells at us to turn our heads when we do back kicks. But I just went online to do a little doggy research and realized that it is actually to increase the scent in order to mark their territory and alert other dogs with a scent message that says “THIS IS MINE! ALL MINE…. My precious…” An instinct passed down from their ancestors, the wolves. It all makes sense now. Derp.

After living with Jchau, I am now obsessed with doggies. ARGH lady, what disease did you give me? I really want one! Not like a stupid little fluffy one that yips all day. They’re so dumb. But I would be willing to accept a pug or a french bulldog or a white lab!

First day of the week? Wha?

So I just had the “go to gym or not go to gym” talk with myself and naturally I talked myself out of going to the gym. How can anyone abide such laziness? Urgh. I am now blogging and sitting on my couch watching episodes of The Mentalist. I’ve grown to like this show very much.

Today was interesting at work. I think I’ve regressed developmentally because I stare into computers all day and listen to conference calls. I’ve stopped making eye contact in elevators and smiling at people. What is wrong with me? Somebody teach me how to be a human and not be a work-bot.

Nina is more and more convincing me to watch Bourne Legacy alone. I feel like I should post something on Craigslist like…. “SEEKING MOVIE COMPANION. Want to make a new friend? Want to watch Bourne Legacy with someone else so you will not be all by your lonesome? Call this number.”

Happy Labor Day Weekend!

Why is it over? No….. It just turned into a weekend of gluttony, but I’ve noticed that all my weekends have turned into gluttonous ones. I really want to watch a Tyler Perry movie instead of going to sleep and waking up for work tomorrow. The Family That Preys is on and it is marvelous. Chris just whooped his wife a big one! Well, she deserved it… What a twisted, misguided woman.

Anyhow, new week starting tomorrow! I signed up for some volunteer work on Friday so it will be a short week work-wise for me. Let’s try to make it through this week!

Also, why won’t anybody watch Bourne Legacy with me? I’m so sad 😦