Do you ever simultaneously wish that you were and weren’t a grown up?
I love the freedom of making my own decisions and earning my keep. But yet… I’m not really free…
I realize that these thoughts usually come to me on Sunday nights when I’m preparing myself mentally for work on Monday….
Or when I’m paying bills…
Or when I’m doing something I don’t want to do that involves the real life…
I just want to bury my nose in a book. Make myself some tea. Go for a run. Grow my own tomatoes.
Sometimes I wonder if this is how I’m going to feel like for the rest of my life… or if one day I’m going to finally grow up.
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